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My way of handling any adversity or difficult situation in life was practically infantile, because I would hide my head in the sand waiting for everything to all blow over.The reality was I hated confrontation or uncomfortable conversations because my anxiety made it worse than it actually was.It was never about getting some promotion or praise, I really just wanted to earn respect as a junior artist in the industry. A few years back I used to informally date this guy who was just as car-crazy as me.I had faith that my efforts would stand out to management and make a difference to our daily workload, but I was definitely proved wrong. He drove a sporty Mercedes and would take me along on joyrides every weekend with his car mates (it had me feeling like I was living a scene out of ).When I made the decision to park in the disabled-only spot I knew it had been wrong, but because it was convenient I chose to gamble my luck. When I landed my first professional job as a graphic designer straight from uni, I wanted to make a name for myself.
It was not as easy as it once was to be back —especially after years of financial independence, privacy and self-sufficiency.I learnt my lesson the hard way after deliberately ignoring the rules of a public street-sign.